new lyfe begins…..

a new lyfe is juz about to begin…U lyfe….mcm aku mmpi pla skg aku nih jd bdk U sda…taking degree..uishh…pa durg bilng tuh, mahasiswi….aisehh…hahaha…

so far, ums ok ja…gyla besar tmpat tuh..dlu2 pigi x la rasa bsar g2…mm..myb jua kali sbb dis tym aku byk bejalan sndiri sna…bas no 11 kan…hahaha…hostel dya, mmm….buli laaa…..juz aku xbrpa ska tggal smpai 6 urg dlm 1 blik…den, location ostel tuh la yg plg sandi…atas bukit! wuihh…sbar ja la..mimg exercise ging ari2…batak bha kaki trus lama2…haha..

den,my course, geology…mm..ok tuh ok..rmai eX kmL 1 course dgn aku…cuma the course more related to physics than bio…pastuh, ada melukis2 lg…n ada masuk geografi skit….adoiiii…tiga2 bnda nih la yg aku pling x ska n pling maw lari…skali itu jua yg aku jmpa balik…aih..sial la…so,myb aku tukar kos la kali nih…p biotech or bio pem… nataw lae dpt tukar ka x…probability dya tuh kurg meyakinkan jua…hve to catch up balik sndiri lg pa yg sda left out…tp tingu la cmna…urg bilng, geology nih pun bgus kunu…snang cari keja bsuk2…aih..nataw laa…

erm…lyfe is goin to b change soon..ya laa, new place, new xperience, new people…suma pun tukar nnty…dis tym, aku ingt, mmg tul2 la maw bljar idup sndiri…coz skg nih pun aku mimg sndiri2 jua sna…xda sda sepa2…yg rapat, saturang pun teda…teda sda org jaga aku sna…feeling yg  exactly sama aku rasa mcm tym awal2 masuk kmL dlu…mm..sedih tuh sedih jua la..tp maw wat camna kan..fated gyni sda… never expecting any of this…

hmm…ryndunya aku dgn urg2 yg rapat dgn aku dlu…..suma pun jauhh sda….seberang laut gingg…huhu…ester d penang, zieyman d melaka…n comin soon, abgku lg maw fly….adeyhhh….xbuli dscribe taw cmna aku rasa…sdih aku psal zieyman n ester blum lg ilang…now, abg lg maw fly….mm..of coz la aku apy utk durg coz suma pun p further study…tp ntah laa…1 taun bha sama2…den tba2 trus bejauh gyni…dorg suma fly, aku ja tggal cni… sedih gylaa….pa lae byla plan aku maw further study cama2 zieyman x mnjadi….haihhh…

aku arap dorg ok sna…smlm pun ester ada kol…tkejut gyla nmpak nma dya on my phone screen..mcm mimpi ja…apy gyla la byla dya kol…but den, at the same tyme, sedih pun ada…nataw laa napa tba2 aku rasa mcm maw nangis ja tym dya kol tuh….pastuh, zieyman pla msg, ckp dorg agak truk sna..orentasi sandi…mm..besa la kan tuh…nsib bek dya dpt hostel tgh bndar..siok la dya blh jln2 kan…mm..aku arap dya ok..takut pla dya kana buli ka pa…

den, bout abg…mm..aku pun nataw laa…aku xtaw sgt psal byla dya maw fly or pa…aku mmg namaw ambi taw…ntah laa..bkn aku x concern…cuma aku sedih ja when tringt tgal brpa ari ja lg dya d cni…so,klaw buli..aku namaw pkir…biar laa dya smpai sna ja bru dya bgtaw aku…aku namaw taw byla dya leaving…sedih tuh gyla….huhuhu…mm…1 ja arapan aku cama dya, spya dya study well…..x men2 lg lyke before….n spya dya dpt kas besa diri sana…hope x culture shock ka pa…tuh ja arapan aku..bnda len, aku mmg xmaw arap pa2…suma tuh GOD’s fate…tuhan taw pa yg tbaik utk kyta…so,aku trima ja seadanya…mmm…rsaw aku cama dya nih x laa aku maw ckp…*mimg x tckp pun*…coz klaw x nnt dya lg rsaw lebih2 dari aku….bhya dya nih…xbuli lawan..kmpom aku kalah….

mmm..monday nnty stat klas sda…paleontologi…nataw pa bnda..maw p dngar intro dya laa nnt…keadaan klas suma pun aku nataw cmna nnty…sndiri2 ja aku…takut nih jua rasa…mm..x besa kan…slalu ada kwn…tp aku try laa…hopefully suma owhkay…amin….

1 taun…

yeah..ari ini dlm sjarah…pas satu taun aku x bejumpa cama c yan…akhirnya kami bejumpa dgn jayanya ari nih…hahahahhaha…sandi2…smpai 1taun bha x bejumpa…finally kuar sgala crta2 yg tesimpan d lubuk ati…haha..crta2 yg suda bangas pun masi dcrta arh…hahahha…

spent the whole day d ruma dia…tp as usual la..mmg x abis crta pnya…sntiasa to b continued…haha…tp syukur la sda dpt jmpa…apy gyla aku…tinguk dia pun bahagia ja…haha..akhirnya….arap dia cama nawi menten smpai mati…heee…

but den…agak blainan ckit jua la prasaan aku ari nih…mixed up sda apy dgn sad…tmbah rsaw…geram pun ada…ntah… byk tul rasanyaa…memikirkan psal abgku yg tba2 ilang ntah p mna….gyla puas aku pkir….smpai mcm2 bha sda tpikir nih…bnda2 yg bek…yg buruk pun ada…duiii…palis2….x penah2 laa pla dia nih ilang…tba2 ja…bawa diri ka…? tp psal pa jua..? tgk ok ja ari tuh…huhuhu..

aih…ntah la dia p mna…rsaw aku…pa2 pun aku arap dia ok…mmm… =(

KML, i miss u……..

wahhhh…its ordy may….telah genap 2 minggu since i left kmL…— n i miss it ordy!!! huhuhu… yeahh…miss kmL soo much….aku merindui bilikku, rumetku, members of H7T43…member2 yg len….i miss almost evrytg laa in kmL…

mmm…yarh,it does feel gewd to be back home, tp im feeling a lil empty here….teda pa2 maw wat….kena2 pla tym balik nih,bestiesku suma bz…ada yg bz wit examss….n bz dgn dancing laie….klaw laa aku jd ikut tuh FTM, mesti x rasa gini…huhuh~

klaw laa skg d kmL nih, mesti ada ja yg d wat nih klaw sda bowring2 gini…klaw x menggila dlm blik, p mnggila cama durg zieyman… mesti pnya laa…haihhh..ryndunyyaaaaa…….mmm…

ryndu maw jmpa mmber2 suma…especially bdk2 h7 laa…mm…ryndu maw mengisnap dgn zieyman…ryndu maw begila cama ester…ryndu maw bsing2 tym lecture n tuto class….den, ryndu maw wat keja gyla d bilik bersama rumet2ku yg sekepala dgnku….uishh…ryndu gyla laa..

i wonder how r they doing now…mmm…pasnih nataw dpt jmpa lg ka x…even yg sama2 d sabah nih pun blm tntu dpt jmpa, pa laie yg d srwak tuh kan…huhh…msuk U nnt pun 4 sure len2 tmpt…blm tntu dpt jmpa jg…unless laa klaw yg btul2 bejodoh…huhu..~

result lg wil b out soon… doi…sandinya mnunggu….sesungguhnya penantian adalah suatu penyeksaan! damn…cmna laa resultku nnt….hopefully x laa sebida yg dsangka…cant hardly wait 4 the result sda nih…bosan! huh…

study+stress=final!

wahhh…14 days lagi to final…huhu…masi jua slumber nih…adeyhhh..pakahhhh…mmm..skg nih pkir maw balik ja nih..exam bkn pkir sgt…pkir jua laa..tp more to pkir psal balik….ish2..

bdk2 pDT balik sda since friday tuh…aishh..jelez eh tinguk dorg balik…snang ati tul dorg arh…kmi lg nih yg tkanan2 nih…3mggu lae bru balik…sda laa skg water crisis melanda…damnnn….

mmm..tp sedih jua laa tinguk dorg balik tuh…especially dgn org yg agak2 rapat tuh…pasnih ntah dpt jmpa lg ka x…aih…fasa pertama perpisahan sda berlaku…next phase, ntah laa…mmg nangis2 laa nnt…huhu…

ckup sda aku membayangkan keadaan msa maw balik nnt…aihhh…nataw laa…sure gonna mishh everyone here…my frens, my dancers, my H7 members, my rumates…suma yg gyla2 n 1 pala nih…he…syukur tul dpt knal dorg suma…n den..sorg lg….mmm…rsanya paling susa maw pisah dgn dia nih…huhu…my bro….uishhh…pyah2….ishh….arghhhhh….ntah laaa….hopefully dpt jmpa lae nnt..wlaupun probability utk jmpa balik tuh 0.5 ja…haha! msuk maths tba2….

dis week mggu last kuliahh…wahhhh…finally….hehe…n den next week, study week…den final…fuhhh…insyAllah dpt melaluinya dgn tabah…amin…

mmm…i wonder wats happening out there? pa hot stories yg melanda dunia skg nih…idup cni tul2 mcm bwh tmpurung owh…kasian tul…deyhh…mm…cmna laa rupa kK skg arh? 2bulan owhhh x balik…sandi tul….rynduuuu gylaaaaaa dgn kK….especially dgn org2 sna laaa…my mum,family, n all my besties….c yan…masuk bulan 4 nih, genap 1 taun sda aku  x jmpa dia….gylaaaaaa…….!! arap balik nnt dpt jmpa…tp klaw x, naa..nataw laaa….

mmbhaaa…nataw lae pa maw tulis…blur pla aku tba2…haha…tuh laa xckup tdur…huhuh…rsanya last laa nih aku on9…pasnih maw konsentret study…mm…wish me luck n do pray 4 me ya…..

*sigh…

20 days to final..do revision tp mcm tedaaaa jaaa…huhu…now im in s.i. lab…got nothingto do…suma org bz on9…bored hell…!! sda laa ngantuk…huhu..

havent finish past year’s for random variables lg…there’s a coming quiz dis wednesday…adeyhhh..mati laa nih oleh madam…1st quiz pun ayam…pa lg yg 2nd nih…naaa…tabah jaaa laa…*memetik kata2 abgku yg jajal* haha!

mmm…smlm c mimiey kol maw bawa join FTM…dui…x laa aku taw…blur trus aku…cakit utak pkir…mm…maw jua ikut, mahal pnya xperience baituh.. cuma aku rasa xckup masa ja utk aku training… mama rsanya no hal…aku ja nih…aih…guiltyness melanda!!! huhuhu…

cian dorg xckup dancer…paam aku prasaan c mimiey…n oso yg len2 tuh…tp aku sndiri pun nataw cmna…last nyte bang fariq convince me to ikut ja…tp nataw laa..xyakin pla aku..nnt aku ja bkin spoil team dorg…huhu…namaw aku eh…

mmm…wat to do nih…blum pa2 lae bgung sda…klaw tul2 c mimiey kas msuk nama aku…naaa…pa buli wat laa..ikut ja…kas yakin ja buli…deyhhh….pa2 pun,arap everythg will b just fine…..aihhhh….

1 month to go…..

hohoho…about a month lae maw final…sandi2…assignments makin byk..revision lum wat…klas malash maw pigi…hahaha..apakahhhh gini… tension2 ja slalu…activities suma pun abis sda..skg hve to focus with studies lg…buli ka jua tefokus nihhh……hahahahaha…ntah laaa…

aku sngat2 merindui mereka d kK…my family…n all my besties….arggghhhhh……….maw balik gila2 nihhhhh…….aih……

ict4me is cominnnn…

yeahh..its next week..8th of march 2009..huhu..kebusyan nmpaknya smakin berterusan…frankly speakin, mmg hoping utk menang dis ict4me.. nmpak cam ada hrpan..tp nataw laa…heh..kena keja kuat laa nih..

yarhhh…gambatte H7T43!!!!

first timer… =)

hoho…this is my 1st tym to have a blog..haha..the only blog that i had before is the myspace blog n friendster blog.. both were simpler compare to this..haha..

well actually im not really into this bloggy thingy..coz, i feel soooo malas to type all my stories here..haha..but  i do feel it is interesting to have one thou..hehe..

i dont have anythg to share at the moment..coz my current life is sooooo boring…everyday pun do the same thing.. weekdays go class, buat assignment && homeworks…weekends pun sama…no fun..nasib baik recently byk activities at college…dpt juga relieved ckit…but then after this no more suda..huhu..

luckily i have my frens laa here…so x juga stress sgt…even if stress pun dpt release sama2..jd gila2 kejap..hahaha…

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greetings..!!